family

FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE, WHEN EVERYONE ELSE LEAVES YOU. to me, family is thee most important thing in my life. my bestfriends are my cousins and i'm not ashamed to admit it. i have more fun being with them rather than being with friends. sometimes you think you can act the way you act with your cousin in front of your friends, but truth it : you cant. people cannot take the jokes, comments, or shit you talk about with your fam; thats just the way it is. the thing about family is, no matter if they hate you or love you theyre still YOUR FAMILY. with friends, if they hate you then its screw it, friendship DENIED. i love the fact that i can be comfortable around family, i can screw up, talk shit, cry, laugh until i pee in my pants, fart, burp in their face, and they just accept me. i'm lucky to have sucha great family; actually manyyyyy great families. seriously, i dont evne know if im related to half of the people i call "aunty, uncle, cousin, grandma... etc" but i can seriously care less. if i care for you, i'll let you know. actually you should know. point is, when you make a mistake with family: fix it. when you have something on your mind : go to family. no one will understand more than they so. then again, this is just my insite.


*WOOOOOO ! 2 BLOGS IN ONE DAY ! TALK ABOUT UPDATE :D

crushes.

THEY SUCK, but you gotta love em. so lets start out by stating: having a crush is TOTALLY DIFFERENT from liking someone. crushing is the form of being attracted to someone for their looks, liking someone is the form of caring for someone and having a strong attraction to them even if they're FUGLY. and loving... gahhh i wont even start man. maybe i'll write a little some'n some'n about that later haha. well if it isnt obvious, the reason i'm writing about this is becuase i HAVE A CRUSH. yeah, wow , no brainer people. BUT i will say that i wish i didn't; it sucks to be crushed by a crush. crushes basically teach you, theres more to life than a pretty face. i just wanna like copy and paste ! take the face and put it on someone who has personality. ahh, i cant even this straight. stupid boy.

friendship.

so lately, ive been having friendship issues. im not one to complain, but shouldn't friendship be the easiest thing to control in life ? to me, a friend is someone who should be there when you need them, easy to open up to, tell you when you're wrong, appreciate you when you're right, someone who can take your humor and throw it back at you, understands you in a different way, and isn't a shame to go out with you when you're bummin' it ! why should i hold a friendship ? of course theres the time and effort that you put into and the memories, but memories last forever. people were meant to be in your life and people were meant to be taken out. is there really a reason to spend time trying to fix something that's already broken ? NO, pick up the pieces, throw it away, and recylce. MOVE ON. GROW UP. THINGS CHANGE. THINGS HAPPEN. DEAL WITH IT. it may not seem fair, but you just have to realize that there are times when things are NOT going to be okay. BUT... "in the end, everything will be okay, if its not okay then its not the end" you dont have to listen to me, this is just my insite.

registration

so today we had sophomore registration ! big whooop; everyone knows nobody likes sophomores. but anyways, the hours were from 1-4 so i decided to go at 2; no big deal right ? WRONGG ! the line was bitch to wait in and it was HOT. but i had to wait anyways... there was a girl in front of me and it looked like she wanted to bite me. i didnt even now her, but she was fah-reeee-keeyyyy. as time went by, i wasnt last in line anymore and these guys were behind me. they were laughing at the word "penis" "pooop"; seriously you guys, we all need to evolve. after an hour i was inside the building though, then i took my picture, got my i.d , got my schedule, and left. the whole thing took about 2 hours ! My opinion is: the school system should be prepared for this and not waste our time. fucking shoulders are burnt man.

judgement

the title of this entry obviously has a negative feedback, and its true. judgent is not needed unless it's in courtroom. it prevents the "judger" from actually getting to know the person or what they have to offer. i'm not going to lie, there are times where judgement can get the best of me, but i've grown to retire that. of course every person differs from appearence, personality, and belief it doesn't mean all those differences are bad. difference between people should not be used to determine their place in life. a person is a person and they deserve what you want as well... a chance. you don't have to listen to me, this is just my insite on the subject.